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[red_lasbelin]

It is official. I hate my computer, my ad-aware, my IE, and livejournal is quickly making its way to the list

In short, my week was terrible. In fact the only saving grace of this weekend was that I started attempting to write again and that no one was killed.

Whoopie.

The idea, concept, and flow of the story basically came to me when I was very upset and angry over well...life in general and other issues. It is not a nice story. It is one of those stories you find late at night and if you don't run away screaming at the first few paragraphs then later you will say before grabbing the bleach, "What the hell was going through the writer's mind when she wrote this? She must have serious issues."

Looking back at it, I can't conjure up even hate for the story or liking it. I am just sort of blank about it, which is why it probably won't be finished, and you won't end up seeing it. Not that I was sure I would post it, but... The problem right now is I wrote bits of it at a time, mostly scenes that were vivid in my mind, but now that the anger is gone, and I have transcended into this whole 'blah and depressed' state of being, anything I write to complete it doesn't feel write and looks flat.

Oh well...I will either scrap it or keep on playing with it. We will see, I guess. As it is I have already missed someone who I have been waiting all week to talk to because the moment after I signed in - invisible which I always am if/when I am on - she signed out. Classic Red moment - horrible timing is something I have in huge quanities. It is terrible to be so talented at something like that isn't it?

I really hope that this weekend is better, hell I'd even take next week being better - doesn't even have to be the weekend, but I'm not very confident. I will probably feel a little more optimistic tomorrow - the triumph of hope over experience - Lol.

Oh yeah, on top of a horrible week, I was trying to download an album off the internet after I got home, but of course, it is empty after I ordered a cd for someone - I thought I'd have enough, but as it is, I will probably have to wait until I can get to a bank. *sighs* Oh well, at least I have the money to spend - others aren't so lucky.

Geez, this is enough to depress anyone reading it. If you have stuck with it this long then you deserve a cookie.

I don't have any, but here is a meme...

A - Accent: A bit of a southern accent
B - Breast size: Nobody's business I'm afraid
C - Chore you hate: I think the better question would be to ask which one I actually like...
D - Dad's name: Paul
E - Essential make-up: a peachy lipstick
F - Favourite perfume/ cologne: at the moment? Love Spell by Victoria Secrets
G - Gold or Silver: Gold
H - Hometown: Virginia Beach, Virginia
I - Insomnia: Would that be before or after sugar?
J - Job title: Student
K - Kids: Undecided
L - Living arrangements: Comfortable ;D.
M - Mom's birthplace: No idea.
O - Overnight hospital stays: 1
P - Phobia: heights
Q - Favorite Quote: "I'm not a vegetarian because I like animals, I'm a vegetarian because I hate plants.

R - Religious affiliation: Christian
S - Siblings: 6
T - Time you wake up: Whenever I absolutely have to.
U - Unnatural hair colours you've worn: None. I am such a prude about my hair...
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat: brussel sprouts - and if push comes to shove I will eat them anyway, but ick.
W - Worst habit: procrastination
X - X-rays you've had: dental
Y - Yummy foods you make: chocolate silk pie, lasagna, triple chocolate cheesecake...there's more of course, I do cook a lot
Z - Zodiac sign: Virgo

And for whoever stayed this long, thanks for reading and I sincerely hope you have a good weekend. I am off to fill up my 100 icons, listen to loud music and wait for my headache to go away - probably tweak with my lj layout. Goodnight, or depending on where you are, good morning.

Cheers,

Red

Comments

[keiliss.livejournal.com]

Wasn't a good week I gather? Love you dear

[red-lasbelin.livejournal.com]

you have already heard the full story - and thank you for doing it. Love you too dear

red

[riina2504.livejournal.com]

*hugs* It'll get better, I can promise you that. I also had a crappy crappy week and the next one doesn't look much better. *but* I've managed to write more of your story :) I'll try to be fast with it and hope it'll cheer you up.

Have a better weekend! *hugs again*

[red-lasbelin.livejournal.com]

Drinks all around for the people who had crappy weeks! hey, everything will look better after that - LOL. And my weekend hasn't been half as bad as I thought it would be - there is hope yet. And I know you are busy dear, but thanks for still writing *hugs*

red

[maldaeien.livejournal.com]

*HUGE HUGGLES* I'm so sorry, Red, hope your week improves.
About that person, I don't think s/he is avoiding you, things happens, sometimes you get into that sync of logging in when that person logs off *more mad cuddles*

Maldy

[red-lasbelin.livejournal.com]

Nope, she wasn't avoiding me, everything is all right *hugs* Thanks Maldy.

red

[jaiden-s.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear about your bad week. Hopefully, this one will be better.

Nudge me sometime when you're online and I'll tell you some really bad jokes. :P It's one of my few talents.

[red-lasbelin.livejournal.com]

Got it ;) Thank you for the offer dear, I feel better now. And I like bad jokes...

red